Family,friends,shelter,street,...

if u were homeless at xmas and had to choose between these choices what would u choose,u see my problem is i have a very big problem with my family and i feel they are being payed to find info,street too busy and stressful,shelter i always get into trouble,moving a abroad is difficult as i have the money but it is receive by my condition diagnose by my witch of a pychiatrist,so the my is tainted,and my friend are not friends but acquintices and what if they say no and they live in rough area,it's a messy situation ,does it matter what i choose,sometimes a messy solution is required to get out of a messy situation but i feel the only one which is not tainted is friends so called,what should i do ,give them all a try?,what would u do?and if i got a job it will take me a month to get payed

Perhaps you need to think carefully about all the choices you have. Perhaps you could sit down and chat with your family about your fears. You mention the streets and shelters...you don't want to be doing that for the rest of your life, surely. You must have a dream or an idea of where you would like to be in life, once you have made that decision, do whatever it takes to achieve it. Say, if you would like your own place, you could work towards that or take a job that includes accomodation. There are quite a few jobs that pay weekly so you would not have to wait a month. Good luck in your life and take care.

sometimes families can be the cause of problems and you would be better off alone, so what if its a bad neighbourhood being poor does not make all people bad, in fact poor people are often the most generous people that their are and will help other out wheras rich are often mean.
have a break from you family a while,see if their is a halfway hostel your mental health charity or authority can help with.